A little later today...

I went out on a limb and called MM to see how she is going after lunch with MP today.

I don't know if I helped or hindered, but I wanted her to know that I was there for her and I understood her awful feelings of loss and adandonment.

I think that I made her upset, I was pretty upset just talking to her, I had to pull over cause I kept starting to cry then stopping again cause I knew that me being upset was upsetting her.

I really feel for her because she is so scared and just wants everything to go back to normal, whatever normal is.

I wish I could reduce both their pain and unhappiness, sometimes I wonder if there really is a God, why would he cause pain like this for two good people?I don't want to stalk her, but I will message her tonight to let her know that I am there if she needs me.

Off to plan the Myer/David Jones roadshow now.